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All these
oceans, the circling waters, well
Up in me, the slap, crush and splash, high tide
At sunset.
Enough years have fallen away now,
I have no
need of metaphors for wave and foam.
Thown back
and forth, reaching and falling,
It's
second nature, and what is nature at all
But a code
to this silence unravelling within.
So I
return here, circling waters, thirsty
For an
apprehension, something to shake
Me from
moist sleep. Any given question falls
Away like
a cigarette from the mouth
Of a star,
and I myself am that star,
That
loser, needing to know, again:
Why me --
why not me?! Still there is just
This, just
this, the slap of the wave
On my
feet, and I'm held in the arms
Of
gravity, an immensity
I can only
love dumbly,
Blown
away, like the idiot foam.